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- Conversation started August 8
8/8, 11:00am
W Graham Stewart
I really liked your "New kind of Healer" words. Meets me directly where I am at right now. Thanks for sharing!- August 25
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W Graham Stewart
Thanks for your time and attention, Mapmaker!
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I wonder what we could create together? 
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W Graham Stewart
We can think together.
Do you talk to people on the internet face to face? Or do you only write in these here windows? - 8/25, 7:25am
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W Graham Stewart
Well, I could introduce you to The Game Of Now?
And it may help us play with ideas around what we could create together - 8/25, 7:28am
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Jean Marie Macaluso
Lol. Well I'm generally hereabouts, so you sort it out and get back to me. This sounds like a pleasant prospect. - 8/25, 7:33am
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W Graham Stewart
I'm just about to have coffee with my good lady. Then she is going out with my son.
We could meet in 20 minutes?
Would that work for you? - 8/25, 10:49am
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W Graham Stewart
Which tool shall we use?
I've got a zoom room I used for gamesofnow. I can send you a link
But we could use Facbook or google - 8/25, 10:51am
Jean Marie Macaluso
I usually just stay right here with messenger, but if you want to record it it's entirely up to you. I can't seem to manage Zoom, somehow.
I mean I'll try Zoom again, it that suits you best. - 8/25, 10:52am
W Graham Stewart
Ok. I'll set up the room after coffee then send you a link. If it works, great. If not, we can move to FB.
See you soon! - 8/25, 10:52am
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Jean Marie Macaluso
I was saying that I don't really need anything. I'm an artist.I don' look back. But I have a need to share. - 8/31, 3:57pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
I was fascinated by the fact that you Harry and I have mothers with no mother. That was you, rught?
Sam? He's a fair treat, he is!! - 8/31, 4:00pm
W Graham Stewart
Yes. My grandmother killed herself when my mother was 4. WW2
I'll be in Amsterdam in October. I may look him up. - 8/31, 4:01pm
Jean Marie Macaluso
Who was your mother raised by?
Sam is wonderful plus he has a 5 yr old son.
Oh, wait, Sam is coming here on the 20th of October. - 8/31, 4:03pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
My mother came from a band of Irish "water Gypsies". The department of social services took the kids and put them in orphanage. She was raised by nuns. - 8/31, 4:11pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
They had a barge business here on the Hudson River and Erie Canals. My mom was bi=orn in the middle of the Hudson River between NY and NJ.
born*
My grandfather was a prolific songwriter, barge captain and progenitor. There were 15 kids
I wanted to say you're a bit of a wanker but that would be mean and obviously untrue. I can be a bit of a tweaker! - 8/31, 4:20pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
Rather often, I'd imagine. They tour.
Quite a few of their videos are made in camping van or hotel rooms. - 9/4, 11:21am
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W Graham Stewart
To put some coats on coat hooks to be put on in our chat...would like to flow in a river of conversation with you re "abundance" and how we can glass bead Game...Flemming writing a post now re setting up branch groups after a wee review we had about the group. I have set up a cut Up Technique doc and am interested in you and I discussing what a free association group / glass bead may look like and what tools.we may need - 9/4, 12:02pm
Jean Marie Macaluso
Yo, G!!
I was trying to set up a microphone so I don't sound like Kurt Cobain singign "Smells Like Teen Spirit." Maybe I'll just listen and gesticulate like Harpo Marx? - 9/4, 12:07pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
I'm feeling uncommonly goofy. I just changed my top, like six times and kinda combed my hair. This is creepy. - 9/4, 12:24pm
- September 5
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W Graham Stewart
I am all for the dance and flow flow flow so I have no hard feelings re conversation experiments group. Also, it's all the same thing ultimately. I have others out there who like to share freely with no expectations of being read or commented upon. It's just sharing and flowing like a river. Rivers flow all over and nourish the trees which have different rules. And Magister Ludi...a dear friend of mine. - 9/5, 8:02am
Jean Marie Macaluso
I got kicked out of another "Conversation group twice for exactly the same thing. I.m such a loser. But I have no interest in belonging to anything that does not enjoy my obnoxiousness. I relish obnoxiousness probably because it is familiar. My whole family is obnoxious and hilariously funny (at least to ourselves) Maybe its the 'gypsy' thing. We moved around so much as kids that we've developed this heteroglossia. The rest of them are pretty good socially but I'm a hot mess. Probably because I spent the first 5 years of my life as the only child on an estate peopled by purposful adults. I just ran around and did as I pleased from helping them to their chores to prepering tea for the fairies in the wood, to sitting for long silent hours with the snakes on the big granite boulder. So... it's hard for nme to socialize. also when I did interact with grownups they often gave me their undivided attention, since I was so amusing. *sigh* - 9/6, 2:20pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
whispering words of wonder and wistfulness. But, yeah, why not?
I used to have a weeping cherry tree in my back yard.
Woll o'the wisp?
*will - 9/6, 2:48pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
I sense some sorrow or bitter edge....? I see you left the group also.
Maybe I'm listening to too much
"emo" music. I'm on a "Martin Sexton" kicjk this morning, which has a strong edge of pain. Maybe I should switch to Daft Punk? - 9/6, 3:58pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
*shrugs* Oh. Yeah. I probably read incorrectly scrolling through notices. DAft Punk changed the tone over here. Sorry... - 9/6, 4:19pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
Great idea. You'll have to arrange the time with him. Any old time is fine by me.
Your son is lovely. - September 15
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W Graham Stewart
Had a call at 0100 with a guy in Michigan, UP, and that went on for 2 and half hours. - 9/15, 11:07pm
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W Graham Stewart
all the better to smell and breathe with!
Insides of my nose were twisted until 18. Then Craig Halley broke it when we were playing rugby. - 9/15, 11:12pm
Jean Marie Macaluso
I'm too old to be vain. Wrinkles and sags have cured me of it.
Breaking it fixed it?
Rugby is a wicked game. - 9/15, 11:13pm
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W Graham Stewart
I remember we played the Japanese elect 15 and I got kicked in the head and was taken off. They screamed in Japanese all the time. It was chilling. - 9/15, 11:17pm
Jean Marie Macaluso
I used to live next door to a rugby team. THey used to play this game where they would hit a whiffle ball and take an article of clothing off each time they missed. Kinda like strip baseball. off if they
Drinking of course. - 9/15, 11:17pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
Don't worry! Anyway, I woke up and had the gestalt to send that song then I went right back to sleep and forgot about it. My sub-concious is impulsive and mischievous. "May the long time sun shine upon you, all love surround you and the pure Light within you guide your way on" - 9/21, 1:31pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
Although I do confess to a 'dream" of chasing you through the woods, knocking you down and sitting on you. I can't get out of this transparency mode. - September 24
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Jean Marie Macaluso
I'm trying very hard not to be intrusive.
Not very successfully, it seems. It's your fault, really. - 9/24, 2:30am
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Jean Marie Macaluso
Here's Charlie singing a song he wrote to me. Since we are one you may apply it to yourself should you choose!!
<3 - September 25
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Jean Marie Macaluso
11:13 You're fogged.So Graham Cracker, when are we going to start the band? When are we going to take that trip? All talk? Ok well at least it's beautiful talk. I'm just watching "The Raconteurs" on YouTube. - 9/25, 2:18pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
Oh well you're a smart lad. You'll figure it out!
I have total faith in you which is more than I can say for anyone else. - 9/25, 2:24pm
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- September 25
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Jean Marie Macaluso
Ohm hell, I'm just going to risk making a total annoyance of myself. I don't care. I don't even know where this stuff comes from. Feel free to ignore, but I can't ignore this stupid pressure. I think it's my inner adolescent and I'm trying to be semi-grownup about everything. HUmble apologies. But I will now press "send" - 9/25, 9:32pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
noun 1. one of the hooks or bent nails that hold cloth stretched on a tenter. Idioms 2. on tenterhooks, in a state of uneasy suspense or painful anxiety: The movie keeps one on tenterhooks until the very last moment.Nah. I'm serene. But curious. This is a real page-turner, so to speak. - 9/25, 9:53pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
#IKnowtheFeelBro
It's like a spy thriller. I love the cryptic little snippets!!
Which I can enjoy at leisure in the comfort of my sweet little nest here! - 9/26, 11:28am
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Jean Marie Macaluso
I'm getting into video production myself on a very modest retarded basis.
I mean, I HAVE done porn but it's not that interesting to me anymore.
It never was I was always more interested in comic books, which I am producing now.
Anyhow it never was "porn" like, professional video, just accidental capture. Lol!
Ooops!!
I mean I could walk out this door and be making a modest fortune either as an escort of exotic dancer, but I just have no interest, I am more interested in Sacred Geometry.
The THat's the #GenderIssues and my whole Hypatia obsession as if it were an actual memory.
So Is there anything I can actually DO to make things easier for you?
I fel different about yo than I do about the rest of humanity which is dismaying to me. Kryptonite boy. And that damn Kelllden cracked my shell with his execrable erudition!!
Here I was bragging about how my superpower is indifference. Invincible. Well HAH!!
No, I do love everyone. Like the sun shining or the rain.
Whew!! OK, See, I've regained my indifference!! It doesn't take much. - 9/26, 11:44am
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Jean Marie Macaluso
Dances wit wolves.
So in my new imaginary A-Team, you are "Face" , Flemming is Howling Mad Murdoch, Kellden is Hannibal, and I am BA (Bad Attitude)
where are you ?
I am holding you safe in my heart you will be OK.
WE are doing things together in the not so distant future. Find yourself there.
Do you want me to tell you a story? - 9/26, 12:00pm
Jean Marie Macaluso
I will only tell you the truth. You can check anything out and you can feel free to ask me anything. A friendship must be based on transparency and I feel such a kinship with you that I am positive our friendship is inevitable on the basis that you are so much fun to play with. So whatever you are going through, you will get through it. - 9/26, 12:04pm
Jean Marie Macaluso
It's heartbreaking because I have always felt myself to be surrounded by wonderful men, and have mourned the loss of each opportunity to connect. Is it fear? Is it because I feel unworthhy? I do pray "Lord, I am not worthy that you should come under my roof. Speak but the word and my soul will be healed. - 9/26, 12:08pm
Jean Marie Macaluso
Graham be all, like why won't this psychotic bitch leave me alone??? OM-fing-G!!!
Sorry buddy you asked for it by being genuinely nice to me. I am like this guy. Sam said it made him cry. - 9/26, 12:26pm
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Jean Marie Macaluso
Here's a story for ya, and you can dit at leisure, should you desire to, Onetime Ben went to Tiajuana wit a buddy of his from PEI who was on a cross country trip in a Volkswagon bus. Ben was staying in San Diego wit Steve, the dad, ath the time so Colin came there, picked Ben up and they drove into Tiajuana which is a party town. (Ben was 14 at the time.) Long story short. Ben ended up at 4AM in the cantina as it was closing up and no sign of Colin. The only other person awake was a Mexican boy who was mopping the floor and wiping the table. The kid tells Ben he has to lock the door so Ben needs to leave so Ben tells him his plight. The kid invites Ben to sleep at his place so they walk into an alley and te kid pulls some cardboard out and the sleep inder the porch. Next morning, Ben thanks the kid for his hospitality, walked toward the border and finds Colin at last. All's well that ends well. - 9/26, 12:41pm
Jean Marie Macaluso
*sigh*I hope you are drinking beer and playing GTA or Call of Duty!! I will watch reruns of the Golden Girls because I already did Call of Duty and GTA and that's not my style. But it's fun to know that it exists. OMG woman, shut UP!!! I gotta get back to work. Oh wait, I am at work.
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